blueness

down

2011-09-15T07:50:00.001-07:00

seriosuly?? i don't know how long am i able to suppress the sadness in me. i don't care if i am being over sensitive or absurd i just know it hurts. Same questions questioning me over and over again..is this really what i want? y am i acting this way, yyyy??? lots of WHY life is meaningless sometimes. How can i get over it....should i just close my eyes and let things go but the worst thing is to assume everything is all right when it is not. can't breath, chock.

weird

2011-08-18T05:13:00.000-07:00

just feeling weird..things going too fast..not even long enough for a honey moon period....
should have listened...hiaz...
too late to turn back everything in life...

):

2011-08-07T04:39:00.000-07:00

i feel like crying out...nothing going smoothly...
is it fated that i will be alone? or is just me thinking too much in everything?

blank

2011-08-06T09:41:00.000-07:00

no motivation in studying for Monday test!!! sob~~
hiaz....been lost and feeling empty this few days....life kinda boring and listless....
may be need to do something really crazy to neutralise it... -.-

something wrong?

2011-08-05T08:46:00.000-07:00

is there really something wrong going on with me..i forget quite frequently.i can't memorize that much anymore....like something is missing from my brain....i can't live without a notebook anymore....hiaz....may be i got lao ren ci tai zhen...
so restless this few days..i really dun feel like studying anymore....is so tiring..T_T

care

2011-08-02T07:17:00.000-07:00

i need listening ear, someone who understand, adore me, know what i'm thinking, scold me when i'm wrong...can all this be fits into a single person?

realise i been repeating the same mistake over and over again...and how am i going to correct it?

routine

2011-08-01T08:07:00.000-07:00

sometimes u just have to get use to the routine...
is hard to scream out whatever ur heart want to say, so just leave it...no use blowing it up..
alternatively, i can just hack care it, which i'm trying to.
(just like a bomb that will explode anytime in a jar)

back~~

2011-07-28T07:38:00.000-07:00

i know this blog is left dead, and no one will come visit again... ha ha
Lots of school work and test flooding my mind this few days...
OK..is bored to mention work here...
today neck was feeling freaking pain in the morning and is really killing me when i went to school. Lucky my lovely friends is caring enough to buy me salnopas for me....ty to them... i feel much much better!!~~ touched T_T.
wanted to meet ...but because of my neck pain i can't ): really really sad... miss... hiaz...

2010-09-27T09:33:00.000-07:00

lose and found?
sometimes thinking whether are they fake or real
trying to be real to get attention from ppl? I'm not sure is this what they are?
power,fame,act to be love, trying hard to steal...everything
aren't they exhausted?
may be i'm just sensative,but i just can't stop thinking of the possibility, i hate myself thinking abut it too..i never wanted it..but just can't be help.
I dunno when things gonna to be fix, but i know i'm exhausted from how i think abt them.
hope is not that way...
i know, but just can't help it.

exam

2010-02-07T06:52:00.000-08:00

NO CYN for me T_T
study week during CYN darn it!
hiaz... nvm oing to suffer now rather then in future...
after exam can enjoy and go out with dear and my friends le!!!!

be thankful

2010-02-03T07:35:00.001-08:00

Be thankful that you don't already
have everything you desire.
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something,
for it gives you the opportunity to learn.

Be thankful for the difficult times.
During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations,
because they give you opportunities for improvement.

Be thankful for each new challenge,
because it will build your strength and character.

Be thankful for your mistakes.
They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you're tired and weary,
because it means you've made a difference.

It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who
are also thankful for the setbacks.
Gratitude can turn a negative into a positive.

Find a way to be thankful for your troubles,

and they can become your blessings.

stress

2010-01-26T07:07:00.000-08:00

tutorials, lectures, many many...... full of EXCITEMENT everyday, how GREAT!
is totally stress, how i hope to have a long term break as fast as possible. Looking forward to the coming holiday which is around 27 of Feb? Next semester everyone who use to be in the same class have to be split up due to different course (polymer or industrial) really miss the fun we use to have.. hope to go back to that moment. Time pass fast and have to treasure every moment onwards.

everything suck

2010-01-23T19:05:00.000-08:00

ya...ok i changed my blogskin... life suck man!!
hiaz... just can't use any word or sentence to express it
will 2012 really end this world? if so i'm glad to welcome the day.
hope god will give a new start and i want a new life too....

bothers??

2009-06-25T07:23:00.000-07:00

ok..no mood mentioning about my studies..
reached home around 8.45pm,heard parents talking about my uncle..
Because his wife was sick and to need go back Malaysia to see doctor.
No one was looking after my sick uncle too!!! and everyone don't want to raise money to hire a maid for him... wa... darn piss off after listening to what my parents told me. My uncle is very sick and weak, and no one want to help?!! i know everyone have their own family, but is your brother leh?? you wish to see him suffer and die later?? happy ar??!! like how u all treat my ah ma?? who was my uncles mom. If it wasn't my dad, i think ah ma will die earlier than expected...because of their selfishness no one ever give my ah ma monthly income punctually, except my dad did and she have to use her own saving in the end.....Then when ah ma lying in the hospital going to die soon, no one want to sign for her hospital fee, all scared their own income will kana deduce off, SELFISH!!! end up all using my dad medisave -.- what the hell!!!! your own MOM LEH!!!!!!!!!!!! lying there going to die le leh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaa..i can't stand it....when listening i feel really very very up sad for my ahma in heaven and my sick uncle.

ya..dead

2009-06-09T02:03:00.000-07:00

ya..is so dead....i know.....
but really very stress and tired to update... almost everytime i online is do homework and do research, so people out there be more understanding..hahaha... update more... going to do report le......

2009-04-25T20:42:00.000-07:00

post

2009-04-01T23:43:00.000-07:00

Been asked to update my blog by Liyi and Yiting...,so here it is.
last Monday i went to JE swimming complex with yt and liyi,we had lot of fun.
the last time i swam was last 3 years...lol..can't believe it man..
We wen to kfc to have our lunch,and yt was complaining the service was no good..
you should have seen her face,it was darn funny.
k ba...can't think of anything else..so just end here.
A big thanks to liyi and yt for this trip. (:

2009-03-10T23:50:00.000-07:00

If my words are not enough for you
cut my heart with a knife and rip it outeven I have noticed
your excuses and hesitations
Will I hate someone like that again?If so, embrace me more and more
Like a thorn piercing your heart,let it remain in you forever
From now on, it would be better not to say anythingfor all your words are lies
If I repeat it over and overMaybe someday, my tears will reach the moon
Will I be able to love someone like that again?
When the time comes, surely, without a doubt,I can move on like the fragrant wind flowing over timeAlways, forever, endlessly…

(lyric)

spend spend

2009-03-03T21:10:00.000-08:00

my pocket is burning......Yesterday went to JP with my cousin to shop.We brought premier products for 73 dollar..man!!i'm going to cry out loud lol!.

it works really well especially for oily skin type....although i haven started using i see the results immediately,when she first letting us to try it's sample The pei pei promoter damn good in convincing people into buying their products man.....YOU can try out their products,i bet lots of tennagers will like it.i update the results after using it..so patience..haha

bus fare

2009-02-17T06:29:00.000-08:00

"I have seen lots of complaints about the difference in bus fare for poly and JC students.I totally agree that it is really unfair to those who study in poly.Moreover the government is encourage people to travel by public transport rather than cars,and it is important that the bus fare is reasonable and fair to everyone.I really hope the government can at least give an explanation or solve this problem" this is my comment to TODAY the newspaper,one of the voices regarding poly and JC bus fare. I hope more poly students can comment or write more about this problem,shout out yours voices today!! One day this problem might attract the government attention,when more people is discussing it....

get out from the circle~~

2009-02-03T09:32:00.000-08:00

Amy!!!i hate you!!!..ya..i hate myself..................!!!!! -.-
can i die now and be a guy in my next life??
i dunno.......i darn f*ck up...
hiaz......nvm.....i won't show it out......may be is just temporary!!yea.....!?not a big deal!!
may be just piss off.........but might be fine after sometimes.....
I HATE YOU,AMY TAN!! CHANGE MAN!!!!

off!!!

2009-01-19T00:28:00.000-08:00

yeah...!!today is my off day and so it is for the following 2 days,you know,i need some good rest~
haha...going to quit at the end of Feb due to studies.I think is time to give full concentration in my studies,i don't want to have nothing at the end...so much of education and at the end, i can't find my own place....-.-
Study is partially the reason,i don't really like the rules they've set over there.I will reconsider working again after I've got to know where am i going to study at....don't want to ask my parents for money.In additional, the economy is really bad now.SAVE ALL YOU CAN,PEOPLE!!!!
Just changed the blog songs,found it nicer and more meaningful than the previous,that's of course,because i didn't even know Japaneses.....
I can't wait to celebrate my cousin's birthday tomorrow... I'm going to order the food carefully,not too expansive.....lol!
ya...true...! the economy is really bad that u have to calculate how much after GST and service charge...-.- you've got to take a notice on the "big" difference between the original price and the one after GST and service charge.............

results

2009-01-17T21:02:00.000-08:00

update!! yup....got back my results few days ago.i was darn disappointed with my math,got a b4 for it.I feel damn sad and sorry for my math teacher.
guess what i pass my English!! and is b4.I was damn happy with it,can't believe it!
haha! Hope i can get into biotechnology in sp,pray hard...

i want this car!!!!!!!!crystal man!!!! think it cost million..darn nice right?!

back from work

2009-01-07T08:09:00.000-08:00

Back from work......hope on the 15 of jan i can get around 800 plus salary...or even more...haha...been working very hard for the last few weeks,so i expect more than usual.

cute right!!!!!

not even a human place!!

2008-12-31T11:12:00.000-08:00

waaa..is hell!~!!!! my legs feel wobbly man!!
3 waitress outside serving customers. can you imagine the whole place is full of food on the floor and tables uncleaned,and customers have no choice,but to have their seats while we clean the table............... Baby's crying,people chatting,laughing,and ALL THE ORDERS FROM CUSTOMERS!! I was running instead of walking,not only me but the others too.The noise and 'floor' pollution filled up the entire secret recipes,it really gave me a urge to shout out loud...people will think I'm crazy,hack care! lol....Today was actually worst than x'mas eve.Thinking i have to face the same situation for tomorrow's work(new year'2009'),i really feel like taking a whole bottle of sleeping pills now...never wake up for tomorrow's work!!"is TORTURED"
no difference being a buffaloes helping a farmer -.- I'll make sure there's "DOUBLE PAY!!!!!!!!!"
ARGGGGGG!! " CAUTION: SR is hell to servers when it comes to eve day". nice for a headline in newspapers urh? -.- (joking)

yaya...

2008-12-28T11:09:00.000-08:00

yaya.....ok...! i know my blog is rotting.....here is the post..-.- The past few weeks i was busy with working.....made number of mistakes during work,don't feel like mentioning it.
Hours ago i just went to JP2 with Celine..is our second time going to JP2...
JP2 is a new shopping centre linked to JP1.i bet every youngster will like it because there's really lot of cute stuffs for sale,especially the newly open bread talk over there,whereby you get a chance to decorate your own mini cake!!!! darn cute!! of course you need to pay.I will try it one day....Celine brought a skinny jean which cost $50(paid for her,she's broke -.-) and i brought a jumper at $41 for new year.Celine!!!!! you are fated to feed me when i aged!!!! hahaha!!,but don't worry she's going to return back the money right?!hahaha!!!!!
we dine in Long John,and chatted on some nonsensical joke...is always the same,we get crazy easily. ok..time for sleep!!is late now..

life

2008-11-28T07:46:00.000-08:00

hmm....kind of moody this few days....lots of things running in my mind...
i really don't know...i feel kind of helpless and weak and a bit of lonely.
i really feel like crying........i don't know the whole situation and so on...
kind of lost.....hiaz......sian working tml....
feeling weak!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shhh!!! don't ask or concern me about this...i just need some peace...

work?

2008-11-18T06:54:00.000-08:00

today is my 2nd day at work.feeling sick,running nose.....i just hate it when you have to open your mouth while sleeping in order to breath,and some feverish going on.What can i do...i need money.... hiaz.....! don't really like working there,it is so bored and strict! -.- think a few more weeks i will get use to it..'hope so' people working there were friendly,but don't know whether they were truly friendly anot.kk i better i go sleep now,if not tommorow, i might faint during work.

shopping!

2008-11-04T05:32:00.000-08:00

yeah! shopping! shop with my cousin at Bugis.We brought quite a number of things,our working stuffs,and our prom night dress.Finally i'm at home,sitting in my comfortable chair...haha...!
It was a long day....we walked for hours in the the bugis streets and junction.Met a shirt seller in the Bugis street,she is very pretty man....after a few mins of chatting we became friends,and i brought the dress from her too...the world is really amazing,how long have i met a stranger and become friend within a few mins?Unfortunately i lost her number on the way to bugis junction,hope she can contact me some day...

finish in 'o' lvl?

2008-11-03T05:41:00.000-08:00

finally the struggling had come to an end,but not completely.At least many subjects have been completed,left science MCQ..argg...can't wait to finish it!!! haha!
After 'o' lvl my time will be fully pack by my working days....-.- so sian!!
no choice i need money to survive,who doesn't?.in additional,i need lots of money for that prom night...man...!can't wait for the prom night..!!looking forward to how my friends would dress.haha!kk i gtg ....

hmm back?

2008-10-05T07:12:00.000-07:00

ok...i know my blog is rotting soon..so here's an update!
i'm busy with my o lvl revision and lots of slacking too...
i'm dumbfounded when i checked the date...about 13 days to o lvl!
hiaz...no matter what,i still need to throw away all the prom night things from my head...
don't know why i keep thinking of it..haha!
kk! i gtg now...some rest..having a bad headach now! -.-

holiday? no is not..

2008-08-30T01:36:00.000-07:00

Just woke up from my afternoon nap.Slept for 4 hr ,darn long right?! haha.Later at night sure can complete some of my homework,as i cannot sleep after i had slept for so long.Just now went for math remedial and physic mock test.After math remedial i followed Mr Koh to the teachers' office,he showed me his baby's video.His baby is so smart,and she is only 1 year old and a few months,and can already sing along with her mom and walk.His baby is so cute,look like Mr Koh.headed home after that.

teacher's day?!

2008-08-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

initially i wanted to go westmall with joanne to buy Mdm Lim present,but end up saying i don't feel like going le,as later on i got tuition at 8pm and needed some sleep.headed home and followed by liyi's call,asking me to go buy teacher's day stuff(food...etc).Thinking that i should contribute some for teacher's Day,as i didn't help in the decoration for the classroom.After buying the presents for our teachers at westmall,we went to the market where it is located near my house to meet Alisa.We brought many frozen food at NTUC.We waited for Aminah to arrive and guided us the things that we should buy.We also brought a cake,and I'm in charged to bring it to school tomorrow morning(the cake's decoration not really that nice).Poor Liyi,Alisa and Aminah need to wake up at 4 plus in the morning tomorrow to prepare the food..hope no problem is created during tomorrow's cooking.

i know!!

2008-08-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

ok i know is silly to think that,the thing is a *****....i will try to think in a more positive way.
i didn't want to mention it anymore.
i'm really scared ok?! pls!!! i just want a normal life,so pls!!!!!.i'm beggiing you.

slackkk

2008-08-14T06:53:00.000-07:00

it deems like today was the reopening of school after having so much of free days off from school,due to exams and the national day..
"first"day of school Mrs Goh gave 2 questions to do.I don't feel like leh!!!!!!!
haha cannot,still must complete it....may be later i will try to finish one question.
k busy now....................(mr koh asked me to informed something to the whole class,and i need to msg them..) damn!! having stomach cramp!!! y girlsssssss???? hiaz...

add math

2008-08-12T21:37:00.000-07:00

haha quite relived after doing my add math pp,not as difficult as i expected,and manageable.
end of prelim hooray!!! can relax for the time being,but need to boost back again when real o lvl is reaching . k i gtg to meet the girls now,for lunch....!

Finally i mustered all my braveness,haha...who knows what the ending going to be like.it might a rainbow or a scorching sun.whatever it is,i will never regret..remember that!haha!I'm optimistic!!!

chinese o

2008-08-12T08:28:00.000-07:00

Today didn't want to wake up so early,but for the sake of the releasing of Chinese o lvl result and to do revision with Joanne for tomorrow add math paper.
yup!! I've gotten back my result,damn happy...! i got a B3 which i never expected from the beginning. Most surprisingly is my Chinese oral,which got a distinction! cool urh!
first time getting a distinction for oral.
i shall end here...(tomorrow still got add math PP)

lala

2008-08-11T01:31:00.000-07:00

Wednesday i will be taking my add math paper 2,going to study hard for it...
"trying to boost my motivation" haha! still remember the day when i revised my geog and add math at the same time,it fatigued me to hell man!.Wondering tomorrow will i study to midnight again....hope not so...and joanne may be coming tomorrow too,to study together haha!and will we concentrate?doubting about it...haha!
kk i'm going to some revision after surfing the net...
oh ya..i'm darn piss off with my sister now,she erased my work,which i had wrote it in pencil and left it on the dining table yesterday...i'm going to make her suffer later on. first of all,i hid all her 3 teddy toys from her,which used to be mine and she is playing with it now -.-.Secondly,i erased her drawing in one of her note book,and purposely left it opened with all the rubber soot everywhere the note book and eraser beside it, this might be able to attract her attention later she come back home(evil laughter:muahahaha!!!!)-.-
thirdly,i threw away her MacDonald coupon which had expired,but she still treasure like her "precious piece of map"..tSk!!!!
lastly,i hid her template rules which i don't think she might be able to dig out from haha!!
evil of me right?? ha! i don't give a damn!!!
Mom just come home,complained to her....obviously she sided my sister
nevermind i'm going to see her panic and helples face later on.............

embarrassed

2008-08-09T23:54:00.000-07:00

cousin came over house to stay over night... lol! and before that we did something that was damn freaking scary and embarrassing man!!!! dun want to mention it here,because it will be too obvious..haha!
now slacking with my cousin,she is watching "Devil besdie you" and i'm here blogging lol!
kk,i shall end here...

national day

2008-08-08T02:55:00.000-07:00

just finished my tuition not long ago...hiazz...! i feel like going for tomorrow national day celebration with my classmate,but i need to take care of my stupid sister -.-,as she also has no school...damn it!
i WANT GO!!!!and is impossible to bring her along with me,because she will disgrace me only! ha!
--- enjoy my friend!!!---

great day!!

2008-08-07T08:12:00.000-07:00

ok...that's GREAT! having stomach pain after eating the food brought by mom,and drinking a cup of milk that had been in the refrigerator for 4 days -.-,but it tasted all right leh...
today went to liyi's house due to my forgetfulness for not bringing my house's key...studid right!!!i reached my doorstep than realised my key was no where to be found...
so...the homeless me have to stay put at liyi house for the time being.Later on Sock and YT came too. ah ya..!and do what all girls do normally,when they meet up..joke,chat,...etc..

grat to liyi that she finally have her new phone and no. (:
but a safty bank!!!!!liyi!!!!!!! -.-

chem

2008-08-06T00:32:00.000-07:00

don't think i do well in today chemistry paper...no time to check throught all.
hope to get at least a A2 or B3...pray!

hmm lots and lots of papers

2008-08-04T21:55:00.000-07:00

yesterday i burned my midnight oil till 1.30 plus,trying to memories the geog notes,lucky with the determination i have,i managed to put all the geog notes into my damn head at 10.30pm.Is not the end...! i still have to look thought my add math notes and do as much practice as i could, even it was only add math paper 1 -.- .
Darn tired and exhausted,turn in at 1.45am plus....Normally i will on my computer and surf net EVERYDAY even it is late,but i didn't turn it on yesterday..too tired to open my eyes anymore.
Today geog paper was all right,however there were some questions which i think i did not write adequate points for the marks.Follow on,is add math paper,what can i said...soso ba,just hope that there weren't any careless mistakes.k i'm going to recharge my brain cell for chemistry later. argggg!

hehe

2008-08-03T08:51:00.000-07:00

haha!!!!can't imagine...finally...it all happen all over again!! thank god!

this few days i might not be able to post,due to o lvl,so please understand haha! (:
and don't worry,I'm doing well this few days.hehe!
ok i gtg sleep...tml got science practical -.-!shift one somemore, sian....,not like someone still can go for breakfast before going to school lol!

silent

2008-07-29T06:45:00.000-07:00

JUST A MOMENT OF SILENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know everyone is breaking down...due to lot of problems,but what all we can do is to hang on and walk as far as possible.You will never know how the ending is going to be like....so why not walk as far as possible.That is life,have to go through lot of hardships,which everyone can't avoid it.
not only me that have problems but EVERYONE! LOVE,FAMILY,EXAMS,FINANCIAL,etc
hang on!

gym

2008-06-25T07:51:00.000-07:00

last minute i went to Chau Chu Kang swimming complex the gym with Liyi and Yiting,thinking i might be bored at home,as we released at 11.15, and it was early.
i can't believe i ran on the treadmill completing 7 laps,legs felt very sloppy after that,may be i never run for such a long time, that's why i felt so sloppy.My legs are still hurting,and some muscle cramps too.Wondering whether i will walk with a limp to school tomorrow haha!
After gym we went to LOT1 for a shopping spree,Liyi and i brought a similar bracelet for ourselves,as it was nice....They brought clothing too,but not me,my pocket hole is too big to be mended.
OK,think that's all yawn!

2nd day of school

2008-06-24T06:31:00.000-07:00

Second day of school was better than the first day of school,not as tired as yesterday and pay more attention.every thing went at a steady pace,first period is English followed by Amath,DNT,recess,and lastly math lesson.As for math lesson we have two period for it,and the first period Mr Koh taught us "Probability" quite challenging,and i like it a lot haha! The second period of math lesson Mr Koh was supposed to teach us the "three diagram",but he seemed to forget to put the presentation into his laptop,so he can't teach us.He decided to play "Deal or no Deal!" with us,and he chose Helmi to be the player.The game was darn exciting and the atmosphere was tensed when it came choosing the case,everyone of us was shouting different num across the room,it was noisy,but that should be the way right? so the game will be more fun.When the banker in the game offered 500k we all encouraged Helmi to "Deal",because don't want to risk for the 1m anymore.It ended up the case that Helmi had chosen was 1m,and that was the highest of all....lol! The game was damn nice!!!!

semester 3

2008-06-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

school reopened,first day at school was boring and tiring.Nearly fell asleep for every lesson today,alot of homework needed to be completed but i'm not in the mood of doing it...
hiazzz k la..at least i need to complete some by now gtg then.

bugis

2008-06-17T09:56:00.000-07:00

Today i went to Bugis with Xiulin,initially i was going with Liyi,unfortunately she was sick,so can't accompany me,i asked her to go home rest as i know her feeling as in when you are sick you still have to hang on to it and go out,is tiring and uncomfortable.
Meet with a blog shop owner to buy a necklace,the necklace was quite nice.Xiulin wanted to watch movie,so we watched a movie that fixes our time slot which was "kongfu panda",i can said the movie was a nice one.
Yiting and her cousin were watching the movie too in the same venue too,yes,she came to Bugis too.We did greet each other when we saw each other haha!!!
Before movie we grab a plate of spag which cost $6.80 -.- expensive!,after finishing the movie we went to eat again,this time round we ate pepper lunch,i'm so satisfied..........
On the way to the bustop at Bugis,it was hilarious...! we were dashing across the road when the taxi is reaching towards us "faster!!!!!!!!!!! " i shouted,holding Xiulin hand,then she was laughing at me being like a mad woman at the road.SAFETY!!!!! right??? haha no choice,so next time whoever go out we me must accept this kind of me... haha! oh ya and almost everyone was watching at us crossing the road,because we were the only two who were crossing the road. haha!! plus my shouting,it added more attention to the people.we were quite outstanding at that moment!!! hahaha...
Headed to her house for free dinner,haha no la!!! just go there slack and visit her cats haha!!! missed her cats..Father fetched me home after that.

early bird.

2008-06-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

Woke up reluctantly at 8am today for geog lesson,i was darn tired,even liyi said my dark circles around my eyes were serious.
just done my compo half way through,and don't feel like doing anymore,i will continue it tommorow.
tomorrow after school going to Bugis with Liyi,may be we will be buying the blouses that we wanted the other day at Moonriver.Going to Bugis is because to collect my spec,as it was ready for collection,and meet up with a blog shop owner to buy her necklace (:
YAWN.....!!!! so tired!! afraid i won't be able to fall asleep today,because i've slept too much in the afternoon.

ha maggie mee

2008-06-13T01:11:00.000-07:00

black soya sauce maggie mee,no kidding! it taste nice.
just add a amount of soya sauce to the cooked dried maggie mee and that's it,of course you have to mingle it well before you eat,it is time consuming and nice too.
so bored at home....slack like hell may be i'm going to finish my story book,bored like hell....
alot of things happened this few days....don't feel like mentioning it up here.
i don't wish things to have a bad outcome,hope everything will be fine.
people have to speak frankly in front of each other and try not to hide anything..if not it will slowly turn into a secret.speak out!and let the other one knows what you are thinking,and both of you will understand where each other went wrong.
hope everything turn up to be alright....

PEACE!

shopping

2008-06-11T08:42:00.000-07:00

Agree to accompany liyi,because she had agreed to accompany Galdy,and Glady said she was going to bring her friends along so liyi felt strange going out with her friends and asked me to go along too, so i woke up at 10.55 to prepare myself,was damn tired!.Glady woke up late so we headed to Bugis first,and have our lunch(Pepper lunch) at the food junction,after that Glady joined in too.
Have a walk in the shopping centre and went to this Moonriver shop as i noticed a big tag saying $10 popping out from the clothe rack from a distance,so we went in HAPPILY.We were choosing our clothing happily,Liyi and i found our self a nice blouse and dress.Liyi decided to buy the blouse and dress and for me i wanted to buy the blouse only,but when Liyi was going to pay for the clothing she found out that the 10dollar was only for the second piece that you buy so we didn't buy it.We both wanted our clothing very badly,it was darn nice lor! that shop cheated our feeling! but i will definitely buy the blouse that i wanted.
After that we headed to bugis street(no one missed there when u go Bugis),i was attracted to a spec and wanted to buy it,had given a 10 dollar deposit and will collect it after it is done,on the same time Liyi brought a sunglasses(cool).OK may be just summarise what we brought,
Liyi:sunglasses(io bucks),a blouse(10 bucks),bra strap,a pair of sandals(9.90 dollar)(nice)
Glady:a blouse with jean material vast(10 bucks only!),bra strap too
Me:a glasses(67 dollar) ,watch(5 bucks) and lots of story books from "TIMES"(brought it from the vouchers i've got $60 total)and bra strap(we shared actually 3 for 10 bucks)
After buying our stuff,we went to MC to have ice cream,this the first time i eat ice cream in MC.,i eat green tea flavour and both of them have oreo flavour,must try the gree teat flavour it is nice and refreshing too.
aftermath we went home,on the train we saw a suai "ang mo" guy,he was a bit old nevertheless he was handsome haha! both of them agreed too! was making fun of him,and this Liyi was saying his nostrils and Glady was laughing about it too,and Glady's laughter made liyi and i laughed real hard,her laughter was damn funny lor.
Reached Tiong Bahru and the handsome ang mo guy stumpled near the door,then liyi and i said the same sentence"are you all right!" at the same time,of course we didn't said that infront of him,just pretending lol!
Segregated from Glady after that,as we stopped at Clementi,take 106 with liyi and we chatted on the bus and as while after we alighted.Reached home around 9.51 like this.
great day! haha

wedding

2008-06-07T17:25:00.000-07:00

went for cousin Ellis's wedding yesterday, she look gorgeous! ya...every bribe look beautiful.
time go past us just like a flash,everyone grow up to an adult just like in a few seconds.
ok...lets talk about the food there,every dishes that were served all tasted delicious especially my favourite shark fin soup.while waithing for the those dishes to be served xiulin and i took some photos,and Sandy join in to.

utterly disappointed

2008-05-30T06:12:00.000-07:00

i was utterly disappointed in you,can't believe you have said those words from your mouth
what's wrong with allowing them to stay at my house,i am so disappointed and angry right now,your attitude sux! you just know how to said their mom,you leh... look at mirror please. I detest your character man!

school

2008-05-29T02:23:00.000-07:00

hm can't imagine school holiday i still need to do homework,it is a torture man! haha!,too exaggerate.
Today english i could not pay full attention to Ms Ng presentation,i was exhausted.Now i think of the homework that i am going to complete ,it made me even more tired.

chinese o lvl

2008-05-27T06:36:00.001-07:00

i have just taken my Chinese o lvl yesterday,i find it quite tricky as in how the questions were being questioned.After exam i met xiulin at IMM,headed to "ichiban" Japanese restaurant for our lunch,what can i said about the food there?it was totally nice! and i like it!.At the same time we discussed and compared our answers for the Chinese o lvl as we have our question papers with us.I was sadden by my careless mistakes that i made,but overall i did quite well for the first 4 section.I hope i can get a b3 if possible,because the target teacher gave me was b3,and if i didn't reach her target i might be retaking Chinese o lvl in September again,which i am reluctant to do so-.-
After leaving Ichiban we have a shopping spree in IMM,and xiulin was looking out for suitable outfits for her "friend" birthday party on Monday(if I'm not wrong).She spotted a nice black cotton dress at IPzone,and reserved it as both of us have no adequate money to buy it.
headed to her house after that,we enjoyed our coffee bun along the way.slack at her house for 4 hours like this,then i asked my father to fetch me home.
A long tiring day!

parents meeting

2008-05-23T06:06:00.000-07:00

today went for parents meeting at school with mom.form teacher said a lot of things to me,and i don't think my mom understood her haha!She praised me for able to set goals and self disciplines,lol!i was like"am i that good?" haha!actually i'm not that good haha!
after parents meeting,we went home,mom was in the hurry to prepare dinner.Guess what! when i reached my house gate i realised i was holding on to teacher attendance form,and i have choice but to rush back to school to return it back to her -.-,and i was perspiring on the way home.....

erm..

2008-05-22T09:53:00.000-07:00

erm... OK today school was all right everything seem to go well(may be)
but after school my mood changed completely,irritating!
don't want to elaborate it,make my heart boils only!
all this while trying to remember as much chinese charter and proverb as possible into my mind,for the sake of my chinese o lvl.
hiaz..!quite stress...no choice,but to bear with it.

hmm moody

2008-05-21T09:08:00.001-07:00

today was a moody day for me.Firstly liyi was not here,so i have no partner to talk to,and sock and yiting were talking throughout the whole lessons so didn't bother them that much.

You know u are an irritating pet that i ever come across,so annoying that i nearly gave u a big tight slap on your stupid face.What u have to do is just carry on with your life and live for it,what the use of pestering and complaining to a person how sad u felt and whatever it is,no help for you too.Go look for another person,i'm not gd in comforting people who are SAD like you,if friends are the who are sad i will still comfort them,but who the hell are you....? just an acquaintance in my life or in a more unpleasant way of saying is that you are just like a stranger to me.

sian

2008-05-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

today school was bad,all the way i was very moody and exhausted,without knowing the reasons too.
today we finally get to know our results,as expected,i fail in my English,so i'm not taken aback .I also fail my Chinese too,i just simply suxssss! in my language!
don't feel like taking back my report book,because this term round i did very badly,
but i will still continue to work hard (:
arggg!so fed up!...

freinds,remidial

2008-05-17T03:23:00.000-07:00

advice"don't judge people by their looks,it never been accurate before"and this goes to friends as well.Don't trust people easily and trust yourself more.
"everything will be burst out one day,no matter how hard a person try"...
today went for English retest at 8am,and was exhausted.liyi and i went to coffe shop to have our breakfast,she ordered wan ton mee and for me, i have a plate of fried kway diao.The instant i reached home,i felt asleep on the sofa before fetching up my sister from her childcare.Think that's all for today...

dinner

2008-05-13T09:13:00.000-07:00

today went to liyi house for dinner.
liyi was cooking while yting,joey and i were watching anime"howl the moving castle"
but i did give a helping hand ro liyi,by helping her to fried the ingredients for the rice,and buy crab stick too.So...liyi don't said i didn't help ah!haha!
the rice was nice,but the soup tasted a bit weird because of the broccolis that were added..haha.
ty liyi for the dinner!
ok gtg..

i'm worry

2008-05-12T08:17:00.000-07:00

today our class got back our math and chemistry results,i was quite satisfied with my result,but always remember not to be satisfied that easily.unfortunately my class math results does not met mr koh target,which was a disappointment to him.
i believe our class will surely improve no matter what!brace up man!
Everyone were praising me and saying stuffs like"wa top student"just because i get gd results for my math and science,it was really pressurising!no matter what eng is the critical sub that i often fail...and it really worry me,without a passing mark for eng,I'm doom.so please don't pressurising,because at the end of the day u all might look at me in another different way ,and i hope it won't happen.
everyone have promblems,so do i!so think of others.
"i dunno what is that feeling again,no matter how hard i try,it just can't go away!but i am certain that you had found your goal,and i am pleased with that (:
but i always wanted to let u know something....that i bluffed to everyone about it"
sometimes it is hard to get over something that had left a mark in your heart permanently."

study study

2008-04-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

study! study! study! finished revising most of my coming midyear physic topic
hope all the effort i put in will become a reward in return! haha!
i don't want care so much of those useless problems that i encountered a few days ago...
which i think most of friends around me know what was that problems i'm referring to
i just want to concentrate on my coming o lvl,so return to normal again....

so tired!

2008-04-25T07:33:00.000-07:00

i am so so so so tired!
after school went to meet liyi and En Quan at wm to study,enquan was there to coach us.
Have our lunch with enquan haha! it was really a long time since he left my school,after lunch went to library to study and do my physic ws,lucky enquan was there to help us,if not i don't know how to handle my work.
at 4 plus yiting met us as well as sock hwee,accompany yt and sh to KFC to have their lunch,reached school at 6.30pm for group study,Ms Teh gave us ws to do which was also related to electricity.
whole day merely to revise on the the chapter"electricity" lol! unbelievable man!
but i believe it certainly help me in my coming mid year exam,so after all it's still worth it...
Reached home around 8.55pm ,now i am exhausted!

fuck off!

2008-04-23T08:09:00.000-07:00

Before u shot it out,analyse through your "clever" mind
ppl doesn't mean that, and u think it is! stupid!
so pissed off...! ya is true i may be wrong,but must u make things so serious?
to:KM(kiaming),i'm not coward like u!put "AT" instead of amelia tan!

reasling how bad i am

2008-04-18T06:08:00.000-07:00

it all started with this course that the school organize specially for us,It was meant for those students who will be doing their's olvl examination(if i'm not wrong),their aim was to motivate us to study,and after going throught today and yesterday sections i find it quite useful,as they teach us same technic that we could apply in perparing notes(mindmap and so on,they would also tell jokes that gave all of us a really good laught.The aspect that i enjoyed most of this course was,they taught us about life,parents,who we are? and so on..
Today i started crying since that kok trainer show all the students the pictures about this "bubble boy" he had no immune system,and get sick very easily.He told us that how lucky we are to be born into this world....,eventually things started getting tense,he get emotional all of the sudden banging the whiteboard shouted at us saying"u should be gratuful....",follwed by asking us to bend down and close our eyes and listen to what he said.he stared "imagine u are in this dark room sitting in a chair alone,and u see this door,and u went over to open the door and u see there two person standing there,they are ppl who support u,look after u,worried about you,will be there when u in trouble.....and straight away the two person appear,it was my parent.He keep telling us more...which make the whole room fill with sobbing sounds,my friends were all crying too.The feeling was really terrible,i started truthly understand that my parents was really fantastic,but i do not treasure them.
There was this moment when everyone started crying loudly,and i am not taken aback by guys crying out loud,u won't understand the feeling until you were there yourself to exprience it.My crying didn't stop even the section had ended,my heart was still in pain,mind full of my bad attitude towards my parent for the past few years,feeling terrible sorry for them!what a horrible daughter i am! SORRY!
Went to the girl toliet with liyi,alot of the malay girl were in there comforting each other.I looked into the mirror,BLOODY HELL! my eyes were like damn red and popping out,eye bags were big and looked heavy,i was disgusted by my look man!
I was still crying after coming out of the toliet until i reached my house,lucky mom didn't ask anything about my swollen eyes,apparently she didn't saw it...?ha!
just want tell u guys that,no matter what,treat ur parents well,or u would regret the rest of your life...................!

i dunno

2008-04-11T07:13:00.000-07:00

I DUNNO!is really fading as time goes...!sian!
AMELIA TAN!STRAIGHTEN UP UR BACKBONE! AND BRACE UP!
this sentence always appeared frequently in my mind
but no use,i still slack like hell...
i feel like a rock collecting moss in my locked home everyday after school,
jump to my bed,and fell asleep,the instant i reached home
6 15 then woke up...boby felt like jelly..er....

annual award

2008-04-05T01:37:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went for the annual award which was held in school.
It was a long period of time sitting at the chair,while waiting for my turn to go up to the stage to collect my price.
i can said that the performances by students were quite good.
the buffet was later held outside the hall and foyer,the food was fabulous!ha ha
all i care is the food!
overall it was still boring...! -.-
sock and yiting turn up after the whole annual award was over.We watched the choir singing,and piano played by a boy,wondering if he is form my school...at the foyer,the scene was like holding a grand wedding,so high class!
candles placed every where,as well as the gander.
So slack this two days,until today when ms Ng gave us a situation writing to do.
never even touch a single work or revisions the past two days,don't know why too!
felt so sloppy.

lazzyy to blog!

2008-04-02T08:44:00.000-07:00

I'm so lazy to post....!
may be just a short paragraph will do?
nothing much happened the past few days,
just continuously finishing up homework,perparing for tests and revisions.
I have to keep the ball rolling
to achieve my good result,even though it stress me up!
Today i had my lunch together with both liyi and yiting,
had a long chat with them after finishing my food...
Reached home around 4,had a good bathe and went to sleep after that.
damn tired!tomorrow i still have to stay back for that stupid annual award
rehearsal -.- how i wish i can run away from it!,rather spend the time to revise my work....

being shocked three times

2008-03-18T07:31:00.000-07:00

being shocked three times at school today.
because we didn't come for the previous Chinese test,Mdm Goh asked we all to stay back after school,which we were reluctant to go.We were sitting at the study corner which is near to the meeting room,where teacher usually have theirs meeting conducted.We stay until 7 plus for Mdm Goh to end her meeting,earlier sock had asked her to come out a while,but she said wait for her meeting to end first! so during that period of time they having fun while I'm doing my 6 pillars for the class decorations.we had a chat on ghost stuff and it is really scary,and the sudden sound from the air con motor keep giving me a shock,,i think about 3 times.The first time i hugged sock who was sitting just beside me,second time i scream,third time i jump up from the bench.All this shocking were all happened when we were having a conversation on ghost.DAMN IT! still shuddering man...
oh ya! liyi's father came to school,he was going to knock the door initially but he did not manage to do so,because the teacher's meeting have just ended.When Mdm Goh came out he complained to her,why was her daughter staying back till so late.Mdm Goh was nervous at that point of time,because there is v.p and p.p around.HAHA!

no time for posting

2008-02-26T05:57:00.000-08:00

I have been pissed off by the singing in of MSN,TROUBLESHOOT? oh please ,no use at all!
Feeling so restless now,from Friday onwards i am going to have home tuition once a week.The tuition is quite costly,$250 plus monthly.
Today i didn't manage to finish my English test,which is writing of composition.Looking forward
to the mark i will get for the test,i not very optimistic that i will pass.
finally,i managed to sign in into msn

happy birthday liyi

2008-02-20T07:00:00.000-08:00

firstly,i want to wish Liyi a happy birthday! :)
my classmates were all joking about giving her a birthday bash haha!
Tomorrow having a date with liyi for a movie"L"(deathnote)
heard that the length time for the movie was 2 hr long,which is a long period of time sitting in the cinima chair.i am seventh heaven! can't wait to watch the movie. he....!

new year

2008-02-05T07:36:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year! Ha-ha!
Get excited when it comes to the reunion dinner
But this year my aunt will not be coming, because of some unhappiness
towards one of my aunt so she won’t be coming tomorrow.
This year I hope to get good results and hope my entire family members are healthy.
Start afresh! :)

chem teacher sux!

2008-01-30T07:16:00.000-08:00

OK! we got an old man teaching us chemistry,his teaching is really horrible and terrible,most of my classmates doesn't understand what he was teaching about.
Really,I'm not the only one who think this way,all my classmates also had difficulties understanding his teaching,and this prove that he is not good at teaching.
while i am trying my best to understand what he is talking about,i would have an urge to comment his teaching,can't be control,and i would get scolded or sarcastic comment back from him.HAHA! i'm kana use to it whenever i have to attend his lesson.
After complaning this matter to my form teacher,she asked me and a few of my classmates to write a letter to him,commenting his teaching doesn't cater us,but too lazy to do so.We see how it goes first.

harder and harder

2008-01-10T06:54:00.000-08:00

ok! every subject is geting harder and harder,especially a math.
just now i been doing my a math,and what?i managed to complete about 3 questions only in 2 hr.Geog is also the same,more to learn too.
i just had to face the fate that is waiting ahead of me hiazzzz!
take pace by pace!

happy

2008-01-08T06:14:00.000-08:00

today wen to my cousin's house.Initially i was thinking to revise my work with her,but end up sleeping at her cosy bed together with her sister too.it never fail to make me happy and let my hair down whenever i go to their house!i just love how their family was,they were just like those typical family,one word to describe"heart warming!"
After that my whole family and my cousin's family went to 155 hawker centre to have our dinner.laughter round the table,we rarely amass together so is quit a happy day for me.
went home with my bloated stomach haha!

we know that!

2008-01-03T05:33:00.000-08:00

ok....! we knew all this since sec 1...!
is it essential for you to give such a nagging and long speech?i rather spend the time on studying
than listening to those "u should study real hard for this year,and it is a critical year for u!"sort of this way.
really need lots of help from teacher,as i still have lots of things to catch up for my English.
Trying to make accommodation in my brain for those dictionary,been reading dictionary and trying to remember as much as i can.
OK! gtg gonna do some revisions for amath and english!

school sux

2008-01-02T06:11:00.000-08:00

i really don't feel like going school man!'
can't pay much attension in class,i really miss my working days
Today some shocking and sad thing happened,which was yiting got tranferred to 5n2.
So many years of friendship and she had to seperate from us from today onwards,
it was a very sad news!
Our class has only five pathetic chinese students,who is-->me,liyi,sock,kiaming and en quan
and the rest of my classmates are all Malay.Been selected as the class manager,initially i was reluctant to be appointed for this post,because i just want to concentrate on studies and not need to bother all this class stuffs,but all my classmates encourage me to take this post so i was like"anything la".It was not a tough job,i just have to make sure that all the things in my classroom works,that all!
yiting don't be sad OK?cheer up!
u still can spend time with us during free period and recess time
we still can study together as usual.

a new year,reopening!

2008-01-01T06:19:00.000-08:00

school reopening tommorow!
honestly i don't wish to go back to school,apparently because i missed my working days
during the holiday.i really missed them so badly that i had the urge of quitting school,and go back to ajisen to work,all this were just nonsense.
i still have not gaive up my dream of earning lots of money,so i will still study hard to archive it!
I miss him so badly! T_T,ihad a premonition that this relationship would be a tough want.

a new start

2007-12-28T10:49:00.000-08:00

just changed the blogskin!nice! i find it adorable ^_^
as it is going to be a start of a new year,so i wanted to start afresh
from now on.
tution is going to be essential for me next year,i am going to study well!
been reading dictionary this few months,hope it helps to improve my english.
tomorrow will be my last day at ajisen,i am reluctant to leave man!
will miss my friends there and him.
Today i spent 30+on a pair of school shoes,brought the same pattern as the previous one that i
am wearing currently.
LET START A NEW,EVERYONE!
buck up too,NEXT YEAR IS OUR CRITICA YEAR. 0 LVL!

ok! fucking sister

2007-12-23T18:36:00.000-08:00

i really abhor my sis from falling sick!
becasuse of her i rarely can do the things i like,she just pissed me off
all this taking care of her during holidays and public holiday were so adject to me!
i detest her! can't wait for her to be independant man!
pa just called me to buy medicines for my ****sis,early in the morning!and i had to go all the way down to the market merely to buy her's medicines.
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! had to go now,to buy her MEDICINES...!

tireddddd

2007-12-21T08:57:00.000-08:00

i am extremely tired man!
it seem i have been working for ages.
Time pass fast,and school reopening soon.
this pass few months will be my most memorable working experiences
althought it is tough and tiring,but i get to know many firends!
they are all very friendly,but they did goosipe a little
haha!
friends just called up ,asked me for class garthering on this sunday,
and liyi asked me up for count down for chritmas on next monday.
so many event planned by my firends,haha!
next monday i'm not sure whether i can make it,because it is rather late and i still have
to work on the following day.
NO SCHOOL! i don't want to go to school,it remind me of the up coming o lvl that i am going to take next year,it make my head big! need to brace up my english lauange,it is too lousy!

DRUNK

2007-11-13T04:15:00.000-08:00

i was drunk yesterday,never been so badly drunk.
Yesterday our manager they all had organise a steamboat,and asked me to stay to eat.
ah jie,whyn jhan,lily,ah fong,ah hua,ah yap,anne,and one more guy,forgetten his name
they brought some alcohol juice and red wine.
ah jie sitting beside me drank a glass of red wine,and ah fong infront sitting infront of me drank it too,they said the red wine were good,so i asked ah jie to bring the red wine to our side
thought i did'nt drank too much but end up begin drunk like hell.
the whyn jhan also was drank till hell too,she was dancing and singing
ah fong the manager was also a bit drunk,i still remeber she accompany me to the toilet
recalling back made me felt so stupid at that time.i still hug ah fond and speaking nonsense,
sleeping on ah jie lap,all the the time in the restruant he was the one looking after me,ah fong was also looking after me by giving me lemon to eat,it suckkkkkk!,no use i was still drunk.
at around 2 plus ah jie bring me home by cap,my father saw him while he was bringing me up to my floor,lucky my father did not speak harsh word to him,if not i sure very angry want.
was enjoying myself but feel very uncomfortable at the same time,vomited 3 times
haha! i made myself like a fool man!

fucking pimplesss

2007-11-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

my mood is swinging! leave me alone u ficking PIMPLES!
god bless me pls lol!
i hate to see pimples on my face it made me piss off and more hot temper
GO AWAY I DUN WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE!
argggggg!so piss off.

yawnnn! tried

2007-10-26T10:27:00.000-07:00

yawnnnnnnn!...so tired haha!
but i enjoy working!
today ah jie lend my jacket,u know what he told me in front of everybody
"你懂我有什么感觉吗?,好想女朋友的感觉喔!"
waaaa! make me so pai sai haha!
after that he accomapny me wait bus,because we release at the same time(9pm)
chated for awhile and i went to take the bus.
i felt that i'm more livily then before while working
may be the people there is much more fun and friendly towards people.
if i am not wrong i saw mr lawerence tan and his family(together with his 5month old daughter)
in ajisen restruant on wed,while i'm busy walking around.
i was like 0o that's my expression,and he wave a hand at me,so i smiled back haha!
abit awarked.After he had gone to pay the bill i wipe the table that he had settle just now,his wife and daughter were still sitted there,i was looking at his daughter,awwwwwww!it was so cuteeee!haha!.Before he went off he asked"how long u been working"so answer:going one month.So happy and pai sai at the same time to see him and his family at my WORKING PLACE! lol!

love working

2007-10-23T07:13:00.000-07:00

haha i juz love working there with those friends!
(;
kanbanta!

workingggg

2007-10-21T09:50:00.000-07:00

yea..! tml off haha!
actually from wad i realise was that,the manager was actually quite stern and want things to be fast,u can't be slow if not u will kana scold by her.She quite gd but dislike her when she was stern.Today that two stupid cheif kept teasing me so pai sei lor!...but they are nice person
,enjoy working there. (:
LIYI DON'T QUIT haha!
can't wait to take back my n lvl result....!
sian....my Dnt o lvl exam is coming,damn it...

2007-10-18T08:19:00.000-07:00

lol i'm drunk again...not really drunk still know wad i am doing
today went steamboat with liyi they all,i ate quite alot.
After eating ask jason(sh bf) to buy a bottle of alcohol drink for me,shared with liyi
it was nice haha!
my face was quite red after that,sh and yt was laughing at my red face -.-
i was feeling a little bit dizzy only thn sh and yt was over reacted,they was joking with me
becasue of my red face,i was like "i am awake ok!"althought i was walking a bit wired.
still reminisce the time at the restruant(ajisen) which is my working place as part time,the manager decided to had a steamboat after knock off.the food were all quite expansive lor
'she ask liyi and i to stay for the steamboat,so we stay back to eat....
we were enjoying ourselves.they took out one bottle of red wine and some bottles of alcohol drinks,it was veryyyyyyyy nice lor.in the end being a little drunk,i did't drink the red wine because they said we underage cannot drink,what the hell lor....i wanted to drink the lor -.-
sad news now,liyi is going to quit but she is still dithering about it,because of the staff memeber there who were so nice that made her confuss.if i goign to quit the job i will cry lor! love the staff memebers there haha!unfortually liyi was scolded by the manager so she decided to quit(still dithering),hope she won't quit.

relax but work

2007-10-05T07:34:00.000-07:00

exam had finally over! such a long term of struggle for me
so vex with my a math exam...
because i see wrong a num and it affect my last two questions!
really hate itttttttttttt! i check over and over again for that questions,but it seem that i can't spot where my mistake was,after i ask one of my china guy friends and joanne,realising i copy the wrong number...damn it lor.hope i can reverse back time where i still having my a math paper 2 hiazzzz... over is over nothing can be change.AHHH I SHOULD MORE METICULOUS.
Today liyi,sock and me went to imm to find part time job,fortunatly we were given a chance to try at the AJISEN restruant.liyi and i were instruted by the boss to report at 6 to start trying working in there.Poor sock was secduled at sunday,if i'm not wrong.
i'm so excited,can't wait to start working haha!
i need lots lots of moneyyyyyyyy. hehe!
after the interview,we go shop for clothes,althought is plain but i find it nice.
liyi brought one black tee too...sock did't buy anything -.-
i brought a jean,one black tee and polo tee total 60 plussssss
broke le! sobbbbb!
went to city hall to collect liyi maple account,cause she kana bane hmmmm...a year ago ba!
headed home after that,legs was almost going to break :/ too tired....
Al ong tiring day!

wad a day

2007-09-04T08:15:00.000-07:00

is really stressful thinking what you are going to revise for the the next day exam,and
right now sitting infront of the computer blogging and notes on the computer table.
can't rest well,can't sleep well,can't relax,it is really vexing...
today i had just sitted for my social studies,and it really sux
the topic it came out was not i really wanted,but was lucky enough for me becasue i had study the topic the day before.I was not really good in that topic,so some of the answers that i had written were all nonsense...:x!
i hope can get good results for all subject,as for a math i will not pin much because i not really good in this subject.hiazzz ok time to go,gonnna to study for english....

tirinf day DNT

2007-08-28T07:54:00.000-07:00

take a pace to see and everything can be solve..hiazzz! now i know how it feel le.
today was a tiring day but a great memory for me.After school i straight away headed to
DNT studio to complete my course work,it was a long hour of colouring and sitting.
mr yusri,ridzuan liyi and i decided to go to the near by market to bind our foilo,we need to walk a distance before reaching there.On the way i had a minor sotmach ach,but i still hang on to it.It was raining so we speed up.Reached the shop and settled with those binding things we went to have our dinner,liyi and her dad were at the other coffe shop eat,did't join us.mr yusri,ridzuan and i were eating at a coffe shop near the shop,mr yusri treated me and ridzuan for the meal
nice of him haha!.CAUSE NOT NEED MONEY lol! no la i wanted to return the money that he paid for my meal one,but he rejected so.....gave up.After bining accompany yusri and ridzuan to the bustop, i headed home.Liyi was still with her dad at market,probaly renting for dvd show to watch.Reached home about 6.30pm.i am tired,going to sleep now.
full stop

fucking ass hole virus

2007-08-23T08:29:00.000-07:00

fucking ass hole virus attack my com through msn!
lucky my antivirus can scan it,if not need to reformat -.-
today stay back in school for DNT damn sian,but managed to complete my problem situations.
darn tired! having a serious headach just now,after taking the medicine i feel better now.
I AM DARN STRESS! need to treat myself better after n level.
k time for sleep now...

rushing rushing

2007-08-13T23:23:00.000-07:00

now i am busy rushing revision and my dnt foilo.
i am in the studio right now alone by myself sob!
cause n lvl dnt student had finished,so no people staying back,liyi at home do don't want come
i'm so lonely haha!
my dnt left a little to catch up,hope can finsish fast so can concentrate on other subject.
gtg.....

stress

2007-07-28T08:30:00.000-07:00

been stress for this fews days,no choice..
i really must do well in my n level,if not i can't get to sec 5
lucky this year take o level DNT,so next year no dnt for me anymore.
can concerate more on my amath and other subject.
busy with "notes notes notes!!!"hiazzz
this fews days not really a happy time for me.
i felt like shouting out loud!
too many things vexing me.

sometimes,human begins take things for granted
they dun realise that they are wrong,pretend nothing happen
be mature,don't always made your family member sad
is time for u guys to think!she been working very hard for this family
does she really needed to do all this?
is really unfair,have some understanding heart PLS!
hiazzzz...! y human begins always like that?

make up mind

2007-07-26T06:49:00.000-07:00

i've made up my mind le,break is the best solution.hiaz...!dun wan hurt him even more le.
haha!today burst out of tears,cause sunddenly my mind is full of n level things.
went to toliet open water tap,tears keep welling out from my eyes.
After crying feel much better,hiazzzzzz!
i never been so stress before,first time in my life.
wonder if my next year o level may be will go jump off from building liao lol!
hia..will try not to be so stress,make my friends worried only.
ty guys! for begin there for me ,love my friends.

fed up

2007-07-16T03:42:00.000-07:00

damn fed up with my mom,ask money from her,she talk so much then me!
freak la! always like that.came back from market,her voice automatic raised up to me.
than asked me where the money i earned from my father that time,did't tell her the truth.
Because i know she surely will nag and scold if i told her the reason.
Just brought a fighting fish,quite nice($4) haha!

cousins talk

2007-07-15T07:33:00.000-07:00

today went to grandpa house.
Thought it would be boring without ahqi and ah jia
but it turn up quite ok for me,chatting with my cousins xue wei and ming wei
about school and goal topic.
The main point was not on this,it is about the talk between me and xue wei.
We were chatting about some girls stuff and it really made me laught..
the most funny part of the talk was about she and her BF can't said it here
very funny haha!

lol! wad a day

2007-07-13T03:27:00.000-07:00

Today school was full of jokes and laughter.
physic lesson was fun,bacuase we use a remote control to select answer from the ws that mr tan gave us and enter the answer to the screen with remote control.He said those who were at the bottom three needed to stay back,and it was me,sock(she got the same mark as me), and kiaming.wth! After lesson i requested to stay back a little while longer to ask questions on physic ws(force).i asked yt and sh to stay in the class to wait for me,but they wanted to go out and wait.At that moment i was thinking izzit they wanted me to be with kiaming in the class,because there were no student around anymore only mr tan and one more teacher(girl).Becasue of this yt,sh and me start to qurarell over it(not serious want ,keep laughing)....too long story to be told.
ON the way home yt and i laught till stomach pain bacuse of the things that happen during that phy lesson,follow by dunno wad nonsense....haha.too bad liyi was not here today.

math...!

2007-07-12T01:37:00.000-07:00

today stay back till 3.30 plus a long day in school.After school straight away go Amath lesson.
Stay back with ms ng after that,to do some revision at the cafe.She treated me tuna toast,quite nice.school today was quite good,but ruined by those gina pi,siao eh!
think it was caused by that guy lol! childish of them!